Friday, April 23, 2010

My Love Story


Just for people who want to read upon how other found there love, of had there first love..

Mine started in grade 4.. I meet this girl, and new i liked her when i first saw her and i remember i had to get a friend to ask her out for me because i was known to be a bully around school, been boxing since grade 4, and always faught and was never taken as the soft heart, and around all my friends i was that over protective friend that faught for 3 things, Friends Family and Her, but around her... i was that type of person you only hear of, i wrote her poems of love and what it would be like, something sickness and sadness of missing her, and when we grow up together, we were both so shy never held hands or anything, we barely even talked... And it didn't bother me because when we were together it was just, what made me happy... I remember people saying to her things would never work with me because of who i was and she never listend this whole time because she knows me for the real me.. And i remember getting in countless fights over her, people picking on her or just saying wrong about us, because my friends were popular, and hers were not.. So obviously my friends were dicks to her, and i faught some of my best friends.. One thing my dad told me when i was young, is that if you have anything to fight for in your life don't fight for something without cause and fight for her or fight for true love.. And i did, and all through those years things never really changed still writin her poems being with her being happy. But when grade 8 came around when i was in high school, people changed and i never thought of it at the time because i was stupid, and people convinced me too leave her because she was shy and people thought i was like the guy to go "fuck and chuck" but it wasn't but i needed to keep my name going... So in the end i broke it off... and the next day i didn't feel much and a girl named cayla asked me out, one of the more popular girls, and she wasn't a romantic or anything she was just pretty much a young slut in the making, i never did anything with her because i didn't like her, and the next day i dumped her and realized what i lost, and for the longest time my old girl friend tryed fixing things but i just thought i fucked up and couldnt bring myself to hurt her again, and i just like isolated myself from my friends and everyone even family. Started not to care about anything, and got in trouble with fighting, and drugs.. and that went on for a while sometimes i would talk to her on msn or facebook and tell her i missed her and she said she missed me to and she told me one day maybe things will be better, at the time i couldnt see it but around grade 9 i started talking toher and wanted to try again because i seriously never told any other girl i loved her, even though we dated from grade 4-8 i knew that was our love whatever we had i knew it was love, and what i had with other girls, was not anything close, and i spent a year being her friend just getting to knowher again, and after that year i asked her out last year on new years eve, and we are very open about everything, it took me the longest time to tell her i loved her again even though i wanted to the first day we started dating, it just wouldnt mean anything and until this day i don't say it unless i really mean it, and i waited for her and i just feel so lucky she stuck around.. today we've been together for a good solid 5 months im 17and shes 16, and its like what we had before , just makes this all that much stronger, we talk we are physically attached, and emotional connection is beyond anyhting i've ever felt, i remember one day, we were talking about like the future and when we grow up, and if things are gonna work out, and i told her im not gonna promise anything because i keep my promises, but i promise i will try my hardest to make things work out in the end and do what ever i can to make you happy, and will always be there for you no matter what, and i said i loved her.. and we had one kiss, and she started crying... She said that it was the most passionate thing of her life and she would never forget it..

im 17 now and thinking how happy i am that i found someone at this age the most people look there whole life for..

I love her..


Thanks for reading post your love story or a story about your girlfriend or something...

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